have you ever had the urge to spoil somebody and buy them everything they’ve ever wanted because they are just so wonderful and you love them a lot and they deserve all of the nice things??? then u realize u are broke and sad
The most clueless person in my life has noticed a change in me.. I’ve become worse.. His daughter killed herself yet he asks me if I’m okay.. Not really.. I’m hoping i’m dreaming and when I wake up she’s okay.. I think I’m having a mental breakdown..
sexist/homophobe/racist: “everybody has the right to their own opinion :) it’s a free country i can say whatever i want :)”
Sometimes, I get this happy, loving feeling in my heart and I can feel my happiness bubbling up and my body getting warmer because of it and??? Like, it immediately gets shot down by this immediate pang of terror because lucky for me that same loving feeling is also a trigger
It’s only just a crush
It’ll go away
It’s just like all the others
It’ll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you
just don’t know
Pray it all away but it continues
my friends say i’m always complaining but it’s not my fault everything is in its wrong place.
Anonymous stuff usually doesn’t feel heartwarming so I hope you can understand my hesitance..
That doesn’t help.. And I don’t like the feeling of having people to tell me to tell myself that because that just means I’m a failure to myself.. I’m sorry but I don’t know who you are this could all be a joke this could not.. It could jut be a random person just trying to make someone happy and move on I don’t know anything is possible but in also very hesitant with people an I don’t know wether to believe or deny.. Sorry.. I’m a difficult person..