Anonymous asked:

You'll never be able to reach anything if you don't take a risk<3 i have a good quality camera, nothing huge, but $600 and nice little tripods for it and a couple of different lenses. But no backdrops or anything. I'm just afraid of not being funny enough.

I know that.. But it still stops me..

Anonymous asked:

I want to start making youtube videos but i don't know what to do this is way too stressful

I really want make videos but I don’t have a good camera and audio equipment but I have ideas but every time I make them and edit them I get a feeling like what if no one likes them or what if they make fun of me or something so I never upload them and just completely delete them.. And I posted one but I get so embarrassed when people watch it because I feel like it was dumb and it’s bad quality and I just feel like ughhhh.. And then I don’t post anything for a long time… I don’t know I feel like I’m overreacting but I want to make videos but I always find a way to push it back..

Anonymous asked:

I know it was an accident but he was laughing about it and im like hey apologize. And hey, no one will even remember it by next week. It will be okay. And your vines make me so happy, theyre perf.

I didn’t know he laughed.. ._. It’s whatever everyone did and yeah they’ll forget which is good but don’t you ever have those moments when you’re randomly just in thought and memories like that just pop into your mind an then you just feel embarrassed out of the blue… It happens to me a lot.. And thank you.. I make them randomly but I do write down ideas usually..

Anonymous asked:

Honestly when jack made you fall down i wanted to punch him bc youre precious okay. And we should just become famous youtubers please. And start a band. Swag. I love youu good night.

Well it’s not like he did it on purpose but it was really embarrassing and I tried not to cry because people were laughing at me and some of my “friends” admitted to laughing at me so I just tried not to make a big deal of the situation.. And I wish I could get the guts to post youtube videos.. I barely even do vine..

Well today isn&#8217;t going my way&#8230;. 1 year ago today was pretty horrible and now I have a new horrible memory to replace it.. I wanted to cry on that marching field when I was run into (by accident so it&#8217;s not like I blame him) but once I hit the ground and people stared I wanted to cry so badly I was so embarrassed .. Even my own &#8220;friends&#8221; laughed at me.. Apparently watching me fall was the funniest thing they&#8217;ve ever seen.. I&#8217;m done I want to get my homework and go home..

Well today isn’t going my way…. 1 year ago today was pretty horrible and now I have a new horrible memory to replace it.. I wanted to cry on that marching field when I was run into (by accident so it’s not like I blame him) but once I hit the ground and people stared I wanted to cry so badly I was so embarrassed .. Even my own “friends” laughed at me.. Apparently watching me fall was the funniest thing they’ve ever seen.. I’m done I want to get my homework and go home..

Can’t sleep, crying constantly and it’s getting harder for me to breath at night.. Tomorrow is a year and I’m so emotionally unstable that I can’t handle it… I want to be left alone but I also just want to cry in someone’s shoulders.. I guess I’ll put on a fake smile..